Thoughts on life.. Mine..

It truly is funny how life is. Just a little over a month ago I, and so many others dreaded college life and studies and everything, and were so looking forward to freedom, nothingness, and post-college life. That novelty of being 'free' soon ran out, and naturally it didn't take long to do so, though still it took much much less time than any of us thought it would. Now as we are, it's hard to not look back at college life and ponder how good life was back then.

Good? More like great. I can't say enough how i enjoyed Taylor's; the people, the atmosphere/surrounding, the whole lot. Oh yes, life was good. What i wouldn't give to turn back time and live though it once again, soak up all the fun, right what i did wrong, academically and personally, and everything in between. But we all know that's never going to happen, as much as we hope it would. So should we look at the past and evaluate it, see what was right and wrong, or should we just forget them all, and live life as it comes?

I say we do a bit of both. I say we look at the past, and forget part of it, mainly the rights, and remember the wrongs. Whatever you did right, forget about them all as I believe life is not about that; it should be about the opposite. Learn from your wrong-doings and try to do things better next time, if there are next times, of course. But by learn, I don't meant regret. Trust that whatever it was you did wrong, it happened for a reason, the greater good. And of course the fact that you know you had thought it over before making those decisions would be great to know too.

If that decision turned out to be a precursor to a disaster? Do you regret it? Do you think if the 'what if's? What if it was all your fault, and yours alone? What if you could have acted differently, in a better way? What if, had you acted differently, things would be looking bright instead of the horrible pitch black your current state is?

Questions, questions, questions. But who has answers to all of them? And not just answers, I can come out with answers to each of them too, if i think logically (as i often do). But I mean real ANSWERS; ones that could solve the bigger picture or at least, make it better. I'm lost at that, I really am.

As someone said to me - Stay happy no matter what. Yeah, I'll just stick to that. And hope that everything truly is that simple. Cheers.

Continuation of my NZ trip will be up soon =), sorry to keep you waiting..